I’m back.. :D
Yeah,, I just came back from my Australia trip. It was a great and amazing trip ever! I really have fun and a lot of good memories when I was in Australia, especially in Melbourne. Now, I will not writing about how was my trip, but I will tell a story about someone that really make me feel love again. Maybe ‘Love’ is very generous word. But yeah, thats the best word to describe how I feel right now. Lets start.. :-D
-Don’t judge a book by its cover-
I will post his photo’s for the first time in this blog. Maybe a lot of from you will have a comment like : Why him? Don’t you think he is old for you? and anything else that related to age. Whats wrong with age? It doesn’t matter for me. That really matter for me is he love me, he really respect me, and he respect my family as well. So, whatever other people talk about him or about us, really, it doesn’t work at all. :-)
So, let me introduce him. His name is Recep Kirkil, but people called him Danny, and I called him Baby (hahaha :p). He is Australian but Turkish descent. He stayed in Melbourne, have own business, and he is a web designer. Age? Ofcourse older than me, but its just a number. :-) and the important thing, he is a Muslim. We know each other about a month ago. He started talked to me through Skype, chatting through Viber, video call through Facetime. Everyday! We did it everyday. I don’t know if its coincidence or something. But its just happen a month before my trip to Melbourne and Sydney began.
First time I saw him through video call, I’m a bit scared. No, its not because how he looks, but I’m scared how if I start to like him and love him? How if I expecting too much and will disappoint later? Am I ready to start all this things? If I start to open my heart again, means I need to be ready to have wound again. But as far as I knew him, before or after we met, he is a good guy. Its like I’ve found something that I really want. I like him just the way he is.
He is very kind, very mature, he is a good listener and also a good adviser. He really respect me, and I respect him either. When we talk, he always focused on me. He’s not really a person that crazy about gadget. He never playing his phone while we have a conversation. That’s what I love about him. We knew each other about a month before finally we met in Melbourne. On my first day I came to Melbourne, he came to Airport to pick me up, and bring me to sightseeing around the city. He hold my hand when we cross the street, and wherever we walked, he always hold my hand. It just make me feel really comfortable and safe. he took care for all the details, like he have prepared a Turkish bread for my breakfast (I’m not fasting on that day :p), he took care until I got simcard and internet connection, so I can called my family. (Eventhough he allowed me to use his phone to call my mom.) :p . We went to Victoria Market, he bought me a puffy jacket. That’s really sweet. He really didn’t allowed me to pay anything if I’m with him. He is super kind. After that we went to Eureka Tower and Royal Exhibition Building.
I have an appointment dinner with friend on that day, so he gave me a permission to have a dinner with my friend, and he will pick me up once finish. I’ve finished dinner with my friend around 8PM. He already awaits me outside. And we just went to nearest coffee shop, and talking about anything until night. Its only the first day I’m with him, but I already fell in love. I feel comfortable around him. He really spoiled me. I love it!
There was one night we went to the empty beach, its St. Kilda Beach (I knew its winter and very windy that night :-p). But Its really romantic for me. We walked in the beach with very cold sand, holding hands, and talking about whats the future plan. Is sweet isnt it? :-P And also there was a moment when we met some a stranger that he help in the street. That guy ask him, if we are married couple? And you know what his answer? He hold my wrist and told the guy that we are engaged and will gonna married soon this year. I’m a bit shock and happy to hear his answer. Its not because he said that we will gonna married this year, but its because how proud he is to introduce me as a fiance to some a stranger. And still a lot of things that really make me happy when I was with him. He always teased me whenever I got angry or not in the good mood, until I can laugh again. :-D I love him even more.
Thanks for everything baby!! Hope Allah give us permission to love each other until Jannah :). I love you!
“Don’t ever empty the bucket of mystery. Never let people define what you do. It’s not about zigging when you should zag. It’s not about doing something unprecedented and unpredictable. It’s just about never being a word, or something that is not in the process of transformation. – Marilyn Manson”